Thursday, January 05, 2006

*Sigh*

I usually love going on Habbo Hotel ( habbohotel.com ), but for some reason it stinks. See, there's this club you can be in, called Habbo Club (HC)and everyone I meet that's in it get special attention. I was i nit for a while, but my time ran out. The habbos seem to only want to hang out with HC's, & HC's always seem to be running the party. I get kicked out of "HC only" parties, & I can't win ANY modeling contests when an HC is in it. HC's get these SOOPER cute clothes, but you have to pay for HC. Meggie (My grandma) sent away for 275 coins for me, which is a lot when a month of HC only costs 25 coins, but they never came to my person. It's been over 5 months now, & they jacked my Nana of her money. I have the worst case of the DIFFERENTS. When I REALLY feel like everyone just wants to go with everyone else, & I'm the only one who wants to be different. Maybe that's becuse I haven't seen my friends in almost 3 weeks (winter break). I wish I could go over to Jenna's house now, but I can't because my mom is at work & Tanner can't stay home alone. I can't wait until next monday when school starts again. I'm wearing a black baby tee (which ever one my mom buys me today, she got a giftcard to Gottchalks & said she would get me one), my new deep red half jacket with the gold mettalic buttons, my old Levi's (worn out in a cute way) my black converse & the new black chandeleir earrings I will but at Claire's today. We're going shopping as soon as my mom gets off work. I have ten dollers to spend at the mall on accesories. Anyway..... talk to you (whoever you are) later!!

Monday, January 02, 2006

Transform



There's me... rockin' out to All American Rejects!! So... not much has been going on lately... I'm at my mom's house right now. Ehmagawd, I hate Jenna!!! She got a CELL PHONE! Grr.. anyway.. I want to be different. It's this weird eating-away-at-your-thoughts kind of thing.. I want to be different. New year, new me. I want to be a rocker.. but I want to have a bohemian touch on some days. I figured this out when my mom took me to the store.. and I got this awsome red half-jacket, with metallic gold buttons. It was the only one I liked, and totally rocker... and they had music playing in the Junior's section, and the only songs I liked where ROCK songs. But, if I ever told Jenna that she would think I was copying her. She is a rocker after all, but that's not why I want to be one. My mom was one when she was my age, and whenever I wear pink I feel like a loser. But when I wear black or red, or dark colors, or a wristband, or my black converse, I'm on top of the world. Please commen Yes or No rocker. I NEED HELP!!